[What does he actually gain from that? Nothing, really. He’d be losing more then he gains, but it would put things back to the status quo he’s familiar with.
Owen will never understand why he was brought here, to this island, under these conditions. He refuses to make a promise as foolish as marriage, he doesn’t want to be liked, and all of these people who don’t know who he is and what he’s done treating him so… so…
It makes him uncomfortable. It’s just wrong. Unnatural. But he can’t figure out why it feels so awful, either.
Ugh. Stupid Goddess.]
Just because dying isn’t scary means I want to die all the time. It can get really inconvenient, especially when it takes even longer to come back now. I don’t want to be wasting time laying here talking to you when I could be doing better things.
[He wraps the jacket tighter around himself, pulling the collar over his nose and mouth.]
Dangerous things don’t like being around other dangerous things. I want to know who to look out to so I can at least die somewhere more comfortable next time. Or so I can get on their good sides, if they’re going to be useful.
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[What does he actually gain from that? Nothing, really. He’d be losing more then he gains, but it would put things back to the status quo he’s familiar with.
Owen will never understand why he was brought here, to this island, under these conditions. He refuses to make a promise as foolish as marriage, he doesn’t want to be liked, and all of these people who don’t know who he is and what he’s done treating him so… so…
It makes him uncomfortable. It’s just wrong. Unnatural. But he can’t figure out why it feels so awful, either.
Ugh. Stupid Goddess.]
Just because dying isn’t scary means I want to die all the time. It can get really inconvenient, especially when it takes even longer to come back now. I don’t want to be wasting time laying here talking to you when I could be doing better things.
[He wraps the jacket tighter around himself, pulling the collar over his nose and mouth.]
Dangerous things don’t like being around other dangerous things. I want to know who to look out to so I can at least die somewhere more comfortable next time. Or so I can get on their good sides, if they’re going to be useful.